Tuesday, April 8

1st Month

1st Day

Today, 03/14/14, the morning began taking a new medication, 15mg Exodus, we'll see how my body reacts to it. At the moment I'm feeling a headache, but I think it is because I've been meaning to some days, I explain why below.

My doctor said to return to the office in a month to see how I am behaving with the drug.
Earlier I was taking Trileptal and Reconter, my mother asked me to solicit the exchange because you think they are not doing much effect and I'm more enticing.
Was not taking the drugs reported more than a week, my body is already kind of addicted to it, the reactions I feel when I take not include sick all the time, dizziness and headache, feel like crying, it's terrible getting the all day as well.
 
I am extremely anxious and nervous when I do not take the medicine that multiplies even more, my boyfriend thinks I should not take the medication, which I feel is my head and why I want it and my mother did not treat it as a disease I think more like a misuse of character.
 

Sometimes we do not know what to do, I've given up treatment before and did not become a better person for it, so do not know if you really should stop taking the drugs.
My doctor thinks I should not stop, because I can return to a depression and have many bad thoughts sometimes.

Think that the drugs sometimes give me more will to live, but not both.
Now we are already in the afternoon I'm feeling better, I'm no headache, do not believe the remedy is already having an effect, but I'm better.
03/15/2014 - took the medicine for the second time, I'm feeling better physically, ie without nausea and headaches.
3/16/2014 - I took the exodus by the 3rd day, I can not even tell if I'm better emotionally.
17/03/2014 - 4th day is still morning, we'll see what happens.
03/18/2014 - 5th day, my boyfriend had told me, but now I even think I'm eating more and more, I can not guarantee it to be a reaction to medication, or if my anxiety is still uncontrolled.
03/19/2014 - 6th day'm finding that I'm even more excited than usual, do not know if the tension at work I'm going through right now, I think that is still within the drug to take effect, so I'm waiting.

03/27/2014 - 14th day, I could not write for a few days because he was so full of things to do, because I changed my workplace and had college stuff to do ....
I think I'm right, I'm not sick, but I'm not feeling happy, many personal problems are plaguing me and I do not know what to do to solve them, so sometimes during the day I feel a great desire to go away .. . this new workplace also makes me think that I do not know if it really should be here, I'm trying to grasp the words of God ... "that His will and not mine be done."

03/31/2014 - 18th day, this weekend I was very excited and angry, guess I'll have to ask the psychiatrist to start taking Trileptal.

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